stuDy.. Upcat! what i am feelin ryt now!

im really nervous.. on what will happen during my exam..

i want to excell .. i want to pass the upcat exam!!

i already got my test permit as well as my reviewer..but i know its not enough.. i need my commitment… my heart in it..

though im not really that intelligent i know that i can!! i can achieve what i want.. i have many competence in school..they are all great in any subjects..i can be like them if i really want but i want to be just like this simple but full of guts.. a dreamer.. an intellectual!!

im really excited .. i have some frends there in UP..they always cheer me up!! and made me feel like i can really do it !! well.. i believe that i can do it..

review.review! aja!!

my orig. song: its not you!

verse:

i was finding for my true love, then i found you
i was finding for my best mate, then i found you
your the only one who blows my mind
the only one who let my heart beat.. fast..beat fast!!

chorus:

but here we are, falling into pieces
i thought you are the only one i cherish
but i guess your not,not,not
your really not,not,not .. your not!!

2nd:

thinking about you my mind was flying..
remember u told me ,ur askin 4 forever..
but something is changing.. tell me whats happening!

(repeat chorus)

bridge:
fake i love you's , broken promises
love turns to gudbyes(gudbyes!)

(repeat chorus!)

the one..the one

the pain of letting go..

for the hart dat has bin torn theres not much u can to but to understand..
remember this words dont worry i will free you from my heart when its finally time for me to let you go...
ders no easy way to let go of sumthing that i knew will never happen again but i wil face the world around me knowing that im strong enough to let you go..its been 3 years..
im aware that u are only came into my life for a while ..and made me feel in love and inspired..
then thats the end of it..
there goes my life..
i cry for the memories, i cry for the times i thought i had you.
i know u r not mine but holding on to you have become my way to keep me alive wish you see the tearsrun from my eyes ..coz it spells the truth about how i really feel inside.
dont worry my tears wont blame you..its my fault.
these ar just the words ..
my heart uses to explain when even my smiles cant cover up my pain.
its been a while but i cnt get out of your shadow..

even now,
my heart still aches in sadness..
im smart enough..

one day i can say i will not be able to satnd nxt to u without wanting to hold your hand
Somewhere down my journey i will fall in love again ..
i know ..
i can..

i dont regret those times i fell in love with u..
coz ur worth it..

:)^^

fave song!! i guess!!

part 1- Mr.C and Ms.R

[sa bahay ni Roxanne]

Ginigcng ni Anika ang ate niya na si Roxanne.
anika: ate gumising ka na! c papa naghihintay na sau sa baba.
rox: huh ah e.anung oras na ba huh?
anika: 7 am na kya.
Dalidaling tumayo c Roxanne at pumasok sa CR. Naligo sya at nagbihis at pagkatapos ay bumaba na sya.Naabutan niya doon ang kanyang tatay na umiinom ng kape at nagbabasa ng dyaryo.Ang tatay niya ay isang jeepney driver at ang kanyang ina nman ay isang mananahi.Siya ay nagaaral sa PLM(Pamantasan ng lungsod ng Maynila).Isa syang nursing student.:)
Tumabi sya sa kanyang tatay.
rox: papa, hatid mo ako huh!
M.ben: oo namn.
n.edna: naku roxanne bilisan mu jan at baka iwan ka ng tatay mu.babyahe pa yan!
rox:ok po. (ilang sandali) aun tapos na ako.tara na pa!anika lets go!(umalis na cla ng bahay)

[Sa bahay ni Carlo]

Hindi naabutan ni Carlo ang mama niya sa almusal.Agad niyang tinawag ang kanyang yaya.
carlo: yaya, c mama?maaga n nmn bng umalis?
yaya: opo sir. pero nagbilin po sya na sabay daw kayo kumain mamayang gbi.
carlo: hay.lagi nmn.(hindi na ito nagalmusal at dalidaling siyang umalis)

[Sa PLM]

Pumapasok na ang maraming estudyante.Ang mga security guard ay ngiinspek na ng mga gamit mga estudyante.Sinalubong ni rox ng magandang ngiti ang dalawang guard.
rox; gudmorning!
sec.G: gudmorning!(nakangiti)

Nagsimula na ang knyaknyang klase ng mga estudyante.
ilang oras dn ang lumipas at breaktime na nila.hindi bumili ng recess c rox dhil nagtitipid sya ng pera.Pumunta sya sa rooftop ng university. at doon gumawa ng assignment. Habang gumagawa ay nakikinig sya ng music gmit ang knyang MP3.
Sa pagiisa ni Carlo ay naisipan niyang pumunta sa rooftop.
May nakita syang babae dun.Unti-unti niya itong nilapitan.at ng nasa likod na sya nito at agad syang nagtanong.
carlo: miss! anong ginagaw mo dito.?
Humarap c roxanne at tinanggal ang earphone.
rox: bakit?
carlo: tinatanong ko kung bakit ka nandito? problemado ka dn ba gaya ko?
rox: gumagawa ako ng ass. at gsto ku kc magisa.kya pede ba wag muna ako kausapin kc nagcoconcentrate ako dito,!
carlo: ok.
rox: hmm.. anung yr mu na ba?
carlo: secondyr.
rox: tama ba ung narinig ku kanina na problemado ka?
carlo: ah eh..mejo.kalimutan mu na un.
rox: ah ok.
carlo: pede ba patabi.
rox: oh cge..kaw bhala bsta wag kang magulo.
carlo: ok cge!
Ilang minuto lang ay natapos na ni roxanne ang kanyang ass.tiningnan niya ang kasamang lalake.
rox: anong problema mo?by the way im roxanne hermoso!
carlo: im carlo martinez.
rox: ah..
carlo: madami akong problema.
rox: naku.wag ka magalala d lang nmn kaw ang may problema.madami dn jang problemado.
tska muka k nmng mayaman ah..anu nmn ang poproblemahin mu.eh aku nga tong mahirap lang eh.
carlo: minsan mas gugustuhin ko pang maging mahirap kysa maging mapera.kc dhil sa pera na yan kya nawawaln ng tym sakin ang mama ko.simula ng mamatay ung dad ku.wala n syng gnwa kundi magtrabaho.nakalimutan niya na ata na may anak pa sya.
rox: para sayo nmn un ah.
carlo: alam ko.pero aku kc ung taong kulang sa aruga ng isang ina.
rox: hay.. wala k bng kaibigan?
carlo: madami pero ndi ko cla nsasabhan ng ganito.
rox: ah. pede mu nmn akong sandalan e.maging kaibigan.
carlo: thanks!so from now on.. were friends na?
rox:oo nmn.
carlo: hay napadami na ata ung mga nasabi ko sau.
rox: ok lng un!kumain ka n b?
carlo: d pa nga e.ikaw?
rox: d pa nga rin eh.tutal nmn tapos na ko sa gingawa ko eh.kumain na tayo.treat ko.
carlo: ah.eh.kakahiya nmn.ako nlng ang manlilibre sayo!
rox: ah.aku na!
carlo: aku na!pls!!
rox: cge na nga..sumama k skin.

Pumunta cla sa nagtitinda ng fishball at mais.
carlo: yan ang gsto mu kainin?
rox:hmm..oo..ayaw mu ba nyan!
carlo:hndi nmn.. kumakain nmn aku nian!
rox:oh d ok. kain na tayo!
carlo:ok.masarap itong kikiam ah.
rox: oo nmn.
Pagkatapos nila kumain ay nagdesisyon na clng umuwi.Nagpumilit si carlo na ihatid si rox at d na nakatanggi pa ang dalaga.Pumasok cla sa kotse at agad ng umalis.

[sa bahay ni rox]
Pinapasok niya c carlo sa bahy niya.
Rox; pasok ka!
carlo; ah ok. (nakita niya ang ina ng babae) goodafternoon po!
rox; nay! c carlo po kaibigan ko sa school.
n.edna: ah.carlo taga san ka b? nagmeryenda n b kau?
carlo: sa vista po.
rox: oo nay tapos na.!
n.edna: ah mabuti nmn!
rox:nay aku na po ang maghuhugas.ihahatid ku lng s lbas c carlo.

Nagpaalam na c carlo kay roxanne.
Carlo: see you tom.! by the way my cp k ba?
rox: ah oo.. akin n cp mu isusulat ku no. ko.(binigay ni carlo ang cp nia)
(tinaype na ni rox ang no. nia sa cp ni carlo)
rox:ayn tapos na!
carlo: ok.tanx..see ya..thank u ulit!
rox: ok.bye.ingat sa pagdrive.(umalis na ang binata)
Masayang natapos ang araw ng dalawa.:)

the true meaning of broken heart!!:(

A broken heart (or heartbreak) is a common metaphor used to describe the intense emotional pain or suffering one feels after losing a loved one, through death, divorce, breakup, moving, being rejected, or other means.

Heartbreak is usually associated with losing a spouse or loved one, though losing a parent, child, pet, or close friend can also "break one's heart". The phrase refers to the physical pain one may feel in the chest as a result of the loss. Although "heartbreak" is usually a metaphor, there is a condition - appropriately known as "broken heart syndrome" - where a traumatizing incident triggers the brain to distribute chemicals that weaken heart tissue.