Monday, May 31, 2010

art of letting go

i held someone so much..so tight..
but he lets me go..

now how can i live without his hands holding mine.?
how will i move on if hes my everything.?

we need to learn the art of letting go..

though our past really stucks.. there should be acceptance on the other side..

not everything we have stays forever..

< i hear his voice and i feel insane.?:(

not like movies!!

what was i expecting?? a pathway full of roses?!!

not all love story has its happy endings.

this quote tears me apart "giving someone all your love is never an assurance that theyll love you back"..

some people are just not meant to be in your life no matter how much you wanted them to be.

ouch..

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Selena -Dreaming of you

Selena MOVIE..

i live .. i sing .. this is my life!!

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╚═══╝♪♪ i know how to sing.. dance.. cry.. be thrilled..

i love music .. its just me..

music is my soul.. and em trying to figure everything in the field of music..

thats my dream...

love.love.love.. i love music.. anything.. even boring!!

LOVE SONG?♥

-->> i love being in love with love songs. they inspires.. gives me hope.. makes me cry .. in every single lyrics.. has its own story..

POP?♥

-->> im a singer on my own.. i know it is my talent.. but sometimes its just that im ashame of what i have , of what talent i have. but it didnt stop me to believe that i can sing! :) i like pop.even RoCk!

ROCK?♥

-->>my genre: ROCK .. i like it since i was in 1st yr high school.
my fashion.. everything i consider was in the part of rock.. i like black..
i love bands..everything.. i love it.. i know how to guitar.

RNB?♥

-->> my sister and i was capable to hear that songs everywhere we are at.
its our hobby. an interest as well..

in all music.. even christian song.. rap..everything ..

i will do like it...haha..:P

he said..i said..

:)

he finally says his feeling to me..

:)

and im so happy!

i love you..

Saturday, May 29, 2010

truth!!

♥♥♥True love never surrenders. It might get tired but little rest is enough to love again even better cause true love would never complain, it would always find way to understand pain.." :D ♥♥♥

mahal din kita kso d lang pwede!!

hmm.. forbidden love?? not that!!..

i keep my promise to my sister that i will not accept any suitors..(hindi muna ako magbbf!)


♥♥♥but i met someone who is not perfect but good enough for me..
immature but sweet..
he wants to court me..

loving someone is not easy!!(i agree to that)

i want to be her girl..(pero d pwede):(

sad truth hurts!!:(

said i loved you...but i lied with lyrics

im crazy over this.!!PART 1♥





Friday, May 28, 2010

anime

stop..i hate war!!

the war between my bro and sis..

is still going, growing everyday.

i really hate it..

i want a peaceful life.. i love my siblings!! i love them both..i respect them ..

every single day.. i always pray na sana matapos na to.. n sana maging ok na ang lhat..
na sna sa paggising ko ok na ..

im still disappointed!! i dont know what to do....

Thursday, May 27, 2010

from now on.. i have to change for good.!!

i realize one thing.. i have to change .. para maiba!!haha

My hope...



Family tree ..


My Family♥


i love my family .. they are my inspiration .. my life .. my hope.. they are the ones who made me feel special when im down.. hope i can serve them forever.. i can sacrifice everything just for them..

My mom is currently in japan.. her name is Carolina A. Boyles
and my father's name was Eleseo B. Dela Cruz , there last name were different coz they are not married legally.

My sister's name was Jasmine and my brother's name was Eleseo.. they are in war right now..:(


i live because of them..

i love them but is it enough for making them stay forever..??

when you have problems ! google it!!:P

LOL..thats the thing i know for now!! i love being like this.. chill!!